I finally have everything I need: time, love, inspiration, work space, freedom... and all these other things: great friends, health, beauty, sex, youth... no end to that list.
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Number 1 great achievement: As of latest I'm working with Daniel out the "laboratorium" and it's working out really nicely. It's in Harlem... that still counts as Manhattan, yeah :). And for what it's worth, I still have the car and might not even sell it, so there is no problem with transporting materials. It's great!!! Love it. (sure, it could all be bigger and nicer, but to be real, it is so much better than my former "situation", and it's free, and it has a kitchen, which might not seem essential, but I wouldn't eat, if there wasn't. I know, I'm silly, I forget :)).
I'm so much more productive since, and damn is that something I need (more than food). Thank you, thank you. And thank you, Daniel.
Number 2 great achievement (no ranking here): That love thing is so solved. Apparently I can't make that boyfriend/girlfriend thing happen, which of course is the reason, why I haven't been in any such relation for (oopsi) 10 years now. And no, I'm not gay or asexual, just stubborn and picky ;).
Now I got it so much better. It's biglove and madlove and has nothing of the stupid or disqualifying stuff to it. A completely rational thing, evolved and evolving, trust and honesty, supply and demand. Totally beautiful and inspiration in itself. A lucky accident. And again thank you, thank you. And thank you, Daniel.
So that's the status. There is nothing limiting me anymore. My situation has never been this ideal since I moved to New York. I am in awe. Still haven't got anything to give other than myself/love/my ideas and whatever comes out of it - working on it. Foundation laid however to surpass making ends meet. I love growing the easy way... and it's going to be spring. Incredible! Absolutely Really!
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